I agree with many of your points. Pam, sweetheart, you need to look for solutions to these problems.
(((Pam)))) We love you and all want the best for you. Now, if depression, pms, whatever is causing you to be unable to db....What can you do about that? You need to find a solution! There are meds for PMS and Depression...or you can try alternative methods....the meditation is one Great step you have been taking. And Pam, get out of the house (don't move out) go do something with someone...something fun, something you love, something that will make you smile, and better yet, laugh! You are responsible for yourself. You make yourself happy. You love yourself. You create your own reality! Start focusing on you and really taking care of yourself...and you can and will achieve your heart's desires.
