Well here I am now. Moved over from DBD

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Yeah I do have my freedom. Being pretty much a homebody / family man with no family I have no clue what to do with it right now. I am starting to date though. And that is scarry within itself.

There are some nice women out there but there are some nutjobs as well. Some of them simply have issues themselves. It's like Im dating my ex-wife sometimes. But to be fair, we all have issues at this age.

My problem is that I tend to dwell on my lonliness. I am not used to being completely alone and it eats away at me.

I don't like the club scene but I find myself going there more than Im really comfortable with. It's like Im searching for a replacement for my wife and I will never find it. Not healthy Im sure. I have to get over that feeling somehow.