Thanks Puppy. You've been so helpful to me. I used the suggested wording from a couple of your posts to text him last night. I will think about all of this. If I really believed I was going to be "ok" or "better" without him it would be easier to use RobX's wording. I'm just in a bad place right now.

Thanks again

M--14 years
T--20 years, HS sweethearts
dday #1--2002 EA
dday #2--2005 bar sl*t
dday #3/4--Feb 2010 texting/cell/physical/who knows what
Shortly after found out he had been injecting steroids for 2 years