Quote: I have no idea why he is posting or what he is posting.
I wish I felt he cared. I think I feel very abandoned right now.
I know you are all rooting for the M here and I am working on getting over it. This isn't like with my friends. But it hit me today that I think that is why the uncomfortable feeling today.
Pam think about this for a second... how many people here have S's that are willing to post on the BB? I think that says a lot about him, how he feels about you and the future of the R.
-Calystra
Does it Cal? I am afraid to believe that I think. I try to come up with why he is posting. Is it so he feels he tried and helps with no guilty feelings after the d then?
Does he actually hope to repair our R? I want to think that but truly I am very afraid to think that is what he is thinking here.
I also am tearing myself up over this and am going to go crash here right away.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
