Hey Red,

I would check and see if he is in fact cheating again. You need to see what's up.

Also, you need to let this all out. You need to vent. If talking to him about the R is your usual path, then you need to do it a different way.

I would also try and initiate sex and see what happens.

I know how hurtful this all is. You question everything in your world.

We are all here for you.

HUGSSSSS

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson