Jak, Doc, Naej, Matilda, and DB Friends, My W has been praising me for the dance performance team. She said that she underestimated the level of commitment I would have. She loves being my partner. I told her that I would be happy to sign-up for the next opportunity that arises at the studio, while continuing to perform with the Hustle team. She also said that I seem to be doing better than her at it. She thinks it has been a growing experience for me (and her).
Our studio performance is this weekend. My confidence continues to grow with each practice session. I know the routine well enough that I'm able to start having fun with it, and be more expressive.
I've ordered a library copy of "When Bad Things Happen to Good People" by Harold Kushner, a Jewish rabbi. I need to find a way to make peace with the betrayals, sleeping elsewhere, disappointment, mistakes, distance, and unpleasantness in our marital history. We seem to have the opportunity to move forward, but I have to deal with my own emotions and reactions at this time. I think I need to do it on my own, thru church, reading, and writing.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
