Update. It appears that H is behaving. My intel says that there has been no contact. I have feeling much better and I haven't cried since Sat morning. Which is really good because I generally cry everyday.
Not a lot of R talk either. He has been verbal to me about no longer being in the affair.
I am in IC. Thinking about looking for a FT. Our S14, told me last night that he is acting like a jerk because he is so mad at H.
This entire situation is so hard. I never imagined my life would be like this. How can H not get how he is hurting so many people? How can they be so selfish?
I know I am not letting my guard down. I check the cell, email ect daily. It feels like I am a prison guard.
