Sometimes I wonder if he CAN be faithful. I think it would come down a self-esteem issue that I would not be able to *fix* for him. Sometimes I wonder if no matter what I do to lift him up, compliment him, make him feel special & loved & respected, support him in whatever he is doing & w/ his job, etc. that it will never be enough & he will need always need "attention" from another woman every once in awhile to reassure himself. Does that make sense?
I still am not sure if this is the case or not. I truly don't feel in my gut that there is OW right now. I could be completely wrong, but I just feel like there is something else going on w/ him & I just don't know what that is.
I'm going to do the naked thing tonight unless something happens to start a talk before that happens. Otherwise, that's what I plan and then see what happens from there. I will need to talk to him sooner or later though.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
