Thanks guys! Going to start it on Saturday. I work both jobs Thursday and Friday and tonight I'm actually taking kids to go grocery shopping. First time in a long time. S19 and D13 have been going for me, and yes, this has to stop. All of you are so right, I need to stop drowning and go on with life.
I'm in counseling but this counselor is pro-divorce so I guess I will have to just tell her that I want to work on myself from now on for me and stop her from telling me to get rid of him and find someone else. Either she is going to help me like the rest of you are or I will be changing counselors. Need to get help for myself first then worry about H and M.
