GF.....

This really has to stop.....


And I am not talking about for your marriage either....

This needs to stop for you.....

Stop finding excuses for YOU to make yourself miserable...

Stop blaming him, meds, and all of that crap on why YOU can't get a grasp on yourself...


If you need to seek professional help, then do so.

OP is right....you are a hole in the Titanic right now, looking for enough water to go down....


Do this for you GF.....