Thank you forever...you are right he wants to feel good and thinks the OW is the answer, yet every time he makes that step he doesn't seem happy either. More then once he told me "I can't stand causing you all this pain" ... could be just guilt, but I think his feelings for me are still somewhere buried deep inside overshadowed by the new intense "love" he says he feels for the OW.
D just told me that WH was asking how I'm yesterday, told D "I know that mom is really upset, I feel so bad...."
Oh well he has to live with what he is doing. They are breaking up 2 families...OW is leaving her 2 young kids behind...let her live with that...I don't understand how a good mother could do that.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
