Maybe I didn't blow it?

[james217]

I am just really starting to get the impression that she is "done" and completely closed off to even considering reconciliation. I know feelings change, and I shouldn't take everything she says right now as fact, but it's tough to stay positive, or even to tell myself to not give up right now.

It's been 4 months and every time I start to see some progress it is immediately followed by total regression.

I know, none of this is unique, and I know Rob warned me of this.

I think the most unpredictable thing I can do right now is to just go away...

Hey buddy I understand totally how u feel. You think ur taking baby steps then go back. U just have to stay positive but no one can tell u when ur done.

If u need to take a step back then do so but I think you're being impatient and wanting things to be fixed like magic just like I do. Its not going to happen.