Just catching up. I had to take a few days away. Then this weekend went to hell.
Good Lord, I can relate to that sinking feeling in your gut. We recognize what it is and what we SHOULD do to get rid of it. Knowing and doing are two different things.
I'm sorry for your pain, I really am. Love those kids with all of your heart! (I know you do!) My children are helping me through this and they don't even know it. They shouldn't know anything other that we love them with all of our soul.
I'm sorry not to offer any advice. I understand how you feel and pray that you find comfort and closure somehow.
