Maybe I didn't blow it?

[konfuseeed]

I am just really starting to get the impression that she is "done" and completely closed off to even considering reconciliation. I know feelings change, and I shouldn't take everything she says right now as fact, but it's tough to stay positive, or even to tell myself to not give up right now.

It's been 4 months and every time I start to see some progress it is immediately followed by total regression.

I know, none of this is unique, and I know Rob warned me of this.

I think the most unpredictable thing I can do right now is to just go away...