feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Shel - so cute that you call me luvly...thank you for your cheers. I will do my best to get my arse moving in a positive mode today.

Any - nice of you to stop by and give your support

CG - my dear friend..no words to express my gratitude

Alice - so true..I am "surviving" every hour through this..sometimes I becomes overwhelming and so sad then I feel ok (well never truly ok) but better so I am working so hard trust me...thank you for being here.

Good morning everyone...I had a rough afternoon yesterday. I felt like bursting into tears at several different moments but I composed myself. I guess after talking to my atty and hearing of Mr. Luv's atty it hit me. What do I expect huh?

Today is a very busy day for me. I am getting ready to go for a morning swim and then I have lots of work to do. I have been avoiding like the plague packing up Mr. Luv's things

I will try and get some shopping in for me and I've got some girlfriends coming over for a couple beers tonight. I'm looking forward to that.

I have a sinking feeling inside that I'm battling but I'm really appreciating everyone's support here. I know it gets hard after a while..being on the boards...like...does anyone have anything good to say? I want to get there soon.

Luv