I think I'm going through an anger stage the last couple of days. I need more from WAH then what he is willing to give me. I haven't asked him for anything. But I need something like "How was your day? You look nice. etc." I'm not asking for the moon!!!

I'm just so angry with being plan B and I so bad want to email him and say; "I need more then you are willing to give me, so lets just end it now and move on with our lives". Don't worry, I haven't sent him anything and I don't plan too.

I will have little to no contact with him the next 12 days which I feel is a very good thing, but also scares me.


Together 16 years
Married 12 years
Me 36
H 34
D9 & S6
Separated 12/3/09
Confirmed A 1/25/10
Exposed A 1/26/10
H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10