I have been going over things all the time in my part of the M. And I know I have made mistakes. I do realize my part in it. I have even told H in the past about the things I said or done that didn't help M out at all.
Even if he wanted to try to work on things, I doubt it would happen. His family (which he cares deeply about and what they think of him), is in the middle of this mess because of his lies. Now remember they are the ones that wanted us to get married, on and on. Now they are telling H to find someone else and he will be better off. So it's like it is a battle that I will not win. H is different than other people when it comes to his family and what they think of him. Where I wouldn't care what my family thought of us trying to work things out.
Thanks True, trying to focus on me. Just wish I didn't let him push my buttons and that I didn't send that text now. But I can't take it back, the damage is done.
