I'm missing her like crazy... and I'm getting really worked up about our phone call tomorrow. I'm worried that everything hinges on every time we speak, and I've got no idea how to approach her.
I'll be staying home tonight I think... It's pelting down a storm, and I can always go on Thursday instead.
Any more thoughts/words of wisdom? Very welcome if they're around.
I manage to stay upbeat and ignore that there's anything wrong... hammer out the work and be pleasant to my new co-workers... but I'm getting home and collapsing. All of the pent up emotions of the day just seem to come crashing down hard.
Little help?
Me: 29 H: 25 T:7yrs M:5yrs
Bomb: 23/04/10
Had no idea anything was wrong. Cheated so she could end it without talking.
