I'm following along Luv, and ... you're *surviving*- you're doing it right now, every minute. It's something to remember and be proud of, even if you still feel very sad. Break up the day as much as you need to, hour by hour, to get through it. Soon you will be doing more than "getting through it", but you have to get through it first to get to that other place, and there's no quick or easy way through except what you're doing. You are a strong woman Luv- you can do this and we're all rooting for you.
((((Luv))))
When the men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go; And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving slow; Go ask Alice... I think she'll know.