ditto- I understand not wanting to be with them, not wanting to be without them. But it sounds like you're taking a great leap forward and I'm glad to hear some hope in your "voice" a little more.
((((GIMA))))
When the men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go; And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving slow; Go ask Alice... I think she'll know.
