MLC - standing by my man

[Mila]

Thank you my friends for your thoughts and comments. It's very much appreciated.

Andabelle thanks for making me laugh

Your alien is a gutless worm

You all seem to agree that I should remain dark, I'll see how I can manage that, having to communicate with H about business every day. I will do what I can by e-mail...and the face to face I have to figure out how to talk to him. I'm a pretty happy person, lighthearted with a smile on my face even when I talk to a stranger...I have to learn how to talk to H, so that he "gets it", without appearing angry or happy.

I just totally hate this, I'm so discouraged right now. He seems to be so sure that this is it and is ready to move on with OW...again. After so many flip-flops on OW's side could this be it...is she committing?

Now the only hope is that it will not work out. It is long distance, that could make it tiresome after a while or it may prolong the "romance" since they don't see each other as often and they just "visit each other" and e-mail & phone, they don't actually live together and go through the day to day. I actually think that this could prolong the "romance stage".

I just have to stop thinking about him today, I's just too upsetting. I need some distraction, going to try watch a movie. Grrrr