Yes, I'm happy. But is it normal to feel this way? I feel like part of me is so over it. Like I waited almost 9 months for him to get to this point and now that he is there, its like I wanna tell him to buzz off. I don't know why I'm feeling like this.
That's interesting - very similar to a question I'd asked my IC at my last appt. I'd told her that although I was happy to see some small positive changes in my H starting to happen, most often I just wanted to smack him one. Very confusing! She said that this showed I was starting to feel the resentment I'd been 'stuffing' down for so long.
So I think it's a really good sign you're noticing feelings like that - good for you for being able to put it into words! It's important to allow yourself to feel them, even though it's uncomfortable. It can help you stay in touch with your personal power.
What do you think THA? Could that be what you're experiencing too?
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
