feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

aw thanks ((((SR))))

I don't want him here that long. I figure if it's packed he leaves faster.

I just found out who his attorney is. The guy doesn't seem to be a high powered one so we'll see. I personally wouldn't have picked him he is very far from the courthouse where we'll be handling things.

Ugh I have that awful sick feeling in my stomach. I'm sad too. I guess I better start changing my thoughts so that my emotions follow huh? much easier said than done!

It's gonna be a long night of thoughts..someone turn off my brain.

Luv