I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

Have such strange feelings running through me.

Wouldn't necessarily say they are bad though.

Maybe someone can give me some
insight?

H will be home tomorrow. Yes, I'm happy.

But is it normal to feel this way? I feel like part of
me is so over it. Like I waited almost 9 months for
him to get to this point and now that he is there, its like
I wanna tell him to buzz off. I don't know why I'm feeling like this.

I had such an amazing weekend with my kiddies. Hope you all did as well.