I appreciate the ideas, but after reading robx's thread, I have decided to keep doing what I am doing. I may even do it harder. More to come, but she is needs to start respecting me. I will at least respect myself anyways. It is just that I want the marriage so bad that I am letting my emotions control me and to some extent her too.
I will keep my course in the midst of the pain I feel intensly today. My stomach really hurts today over this. I just need to let it go for now if possible.
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