One year anniversay of divorce being final..tomorrow! I say it was the worst day of my life but seems to have been the best of XH's! OW is gone, but now he is living it up like he is 21 again! I know in reality he is miserable...43 yrs. old, no wife, no kids (we live 700 miles away from him), no house, a man roommate, etc. But, that doesn't make raising three kids alone any better!
I still struggle with so many things. The latest is that when the OW dumped him I thought he would want to come home, didn't happen! We went on a family trip together the end of March, thought that would make him see how much he misses having a family..it didn't. We slept together many times on the trip..thought that would make him miss me and "us" again, it didn't! I have cut off all contact with him for a whole 7 days now, which is a record for me since the OW has been gone, haven't even had contact regarding the kids! He seems to careless!
I am trying to move forward and am not going to allow myself to be too upset tomorrow..I am going to go get a massage!!
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Me-40 XH-44 T-21 M-18 Div-19 mo. D-18,S-15,D-11 Bomb-7/07 EA,PA Mvd out-9/07-to give me space mvd back-12/07 mvd out-7/08 back with OW since 2/08 OW broke it off-1/10 in and out of tunnel and our life since!!
