Cat, that wasn't too bad.:) Thanks for talking me down from a ledge.
OP and Cat, both right about the expectations. Time to pick my squished heart back up off the floor, work on zero expectations, and get back on board this nauseating roller coaster ride. And fasten my seatbelt tight.
I guess "done" kind of meant wanting off the ride. I do want his MLC to be over but you are right Cat, not ready to walk away yet.