Mmmmmm divorce reality show. Not sure I'd sign the waiver; sometimes I wonder about the wisdom of posting everything here on the internet that I do.
Yeah - roller coaster doesn't really stop, does it? Think the mildly manic enthusiasim I've felt for the past few weeks is giving way to feeling that lonliness at night. I'm not particulary down today, I think just much more in tune with my moods and inner workings than I used to be.
One of my boys was up all night, and therefore so was I. So tired this morning he was in tears, STBWX kept him home from school. This has been going on, but I think right now a lot of it is from allergies. Clariton isn't working, I think it's time for Benedril.
I guess that's part of my feeling right now - is realizing I'm the only one on duty. S is tired, I'm tired, I don't have a good solution, and nobody to turn to and say "what now?" And then when she says "I've decided to..." that's not really talking it out. It's just different.
