i had some of the same emotions. didnt want shower, felt like handing both kids over so he could really experience real parenting,
i had small shower from work i cried, made baby more real. glad i did have one, shows how much people care for me and my kids.
during pregnancy i was in denial of being pregnant, due to sitch and previous miscarriages. it took me till i was 8 months pregnant to even buy something for my son.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
