Thanks New Mama, I guess I feel the same about sendng back the papers sometimes that He should feel it every step of the way. Maybe its just me being naive, but I do think H has NO concept of how his actions will play out. Maybe he does and just doesnt care.
When we talk about the baby, I dont bring us up. Unless he goes on to say I am going to spend some nights there, want to come home whenever I want, and when i am angry and he acts like he has 50% say in the baby's name and life as if he never moved out.
We are no longer speaking. He is ignoring me and said to my mother that he is doing it to not hurt me? What a cheap shot!
Cant get myself into Baby mode these days and it scares me. I dont even want a shower with my own family and friends. 4 months later I am more heartbroken than ever. Everyone around me no longer wants to hear it or talk to me about it bc they think i should be over it and only think of the baby. I would agree to that BUT HOW???
