Well things are going great. I have learned that week 3 of college the hormones start kicking in and students start to pair off. Don’t worry I am still on track but I have to admit it does feel good to have some young thing show interest in me and follow me down the hall to my next class yakking away about something……. As for my home life? Well things are getting better every day. There are so many little things that show improvement. But the thing that needs the most improvement is myself. My attitude plays a big part in my R. AND yes I still do take some things personal that I shouldn’t but I am at least recognizing that now. Wife has been taking interest in what I have to say….I mean sometimes when I am doing my homework and not talking to anybody but myself...She will over hear me and say “What?” like I said something to her but she did not hear me. One little thing that has bothered me but probably shouldn’t have was her screen saver. She has all of these pictures of our kids….of her family growing up….but somehow my picture has never showed up. Not on her wall, not on her desk. (When she was working). Nowhere. It made me feel like going around the house and where ever my picture was (Like our wedding picture) I wanted to put a post it note over my face… Well anyway last night W called me into her Office / Room to show me something on her computer. She is tracking that family that is traveling around the country on a bike built for 5... Anyway between things she was switching pages and THERE I WAS… I made it to her screen saver slide show….
Friday when I came home from school there were taco’s on the counter. I thought she had bought them for her for lunch and jokingly said thanks for lunch. She said No problem I stopped and got something for me and thought you might be hungry when you got home…… AND the other day she was making these little homemade pizzas for son for lunch. When she asked him how many he wanted he said two and I said I’ll take three... She asked if I really wanted some too… I said no I was just kidding… but see things are getting better. Wife is reading her self esteem improvement book also so I think that is also helping… Well Gota go have to study for a test Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
