I know how hard it must of been for you to act 'normally' around your H yesterday. You are so strong when things get tough.
It also gave you a chance to let your H see the new, improved you and he sounds as if he realyy enjoyed it.
Lets hope it makes him sit and reflect on the best way forward. His OW ping pongs that often he will never be able to trust her or have a relationship that is solid because he will never know if she will run again.
