Difficult territory! My H is back with me but Im still struggling with having a whole piece of me he wont get back! Ironically its even more annoying he doesnt think hes lost any of me, makes me wonder how well he thinks he knows me or is it still a bit of denial talking!
Its so difficult when you know you couldnt, wouldnt, never in a million years behave that badly, to understand how someone could treat you so badly.. But there are a lot of good woman/men out there who wouldnt treat you badly and if you explained why you feel this way could work with you to change this feeling!
I know its not easy but its not impossible and I really do hope you will allow your heart to trust someone else one day when its not all so raw and unpleasant!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
