WAW and the law of attraction

[FormelyknownasF]

I'm not throwing away anything, Lotus. At least not yet.

I'm just being honest here. I'm reaching a state where a part
of me questions if there's a point to all this? I've done a massive
amount of work here and there are no signs of progress with her.

I tried to call her this weekend and she didn't even pick up the phone.
or called back

She's determined to act as if I never existed.

All this while the rest of my life is telling me, even if the worst happens
"you'll be fine".

Pls, don't make it sound as if I was the coward here. God knows how
much I've tried. Before and after I knew there was OM.

Yes, it took months/years for my marriage to reach this state. Yes, months
and years are needed to fix this. But if there's no will to take even the smallest step, then, what should I do? Wait until eternity?

I don't want to walk away with unresolved issues. In fact, I think I've
learned A LOT from this situation, I've read a lot and I'm doing therapy.
I can see where my mistakes were and take charge for my responsibility.
I'm getting my lessons learned believe me.

I'm not the one who has turned his back on this because the law of attraction says "focus on what's good and makes you happy". I'm not the one taking ill
advice from an alcoholic best friend. I'm not the one who is in a rush to find
someone else who helps me forget my wife.

I'm the one posting on a forum from a website called "Divorce Busting" while she's out there in Partyland.

Still, I've decided I won't make a final decision yet. "Not just friends" recommends waiting 3 months to decide. I'm into my second month now.
It happens to be the same time when I'm supposed to move from this apartment. Might not just be a coincidence.