DLS, i wanted him to man up and be respectful and go to counseling with me all along. you probably have caught me while on my downward spiral of a rollercoaster life, but I am pro marriage and want nothing more that H to come home and fall in love with me all over again. Just dont understand why fight alone... and how long you keep it up... and if having the baby in two months would be better or worse if i had no hope!
but piano gave me renewed stregnth. H wants a D, then man up and ask me for it! (again) things became different after he sent the D papers. maybe it was because he felt like there was no going back?