feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Hugs to you LSG and Mind...

I spent the whole day doing for me. I first went to starbucks to have coffee and do some reading of the sunday paper and laptop stuff. It was relaxing. I felt empty even though I was enjoying myself.

I spent a lot of time in my backyard today. I had a couple drinks and sat by the pool then just relaxed in the water. I listened to music and felt ok but I tell you as much as I try to feel single and free I just feel alone and lost.

This week is going to be rough.

Luv