I dont want to sign the papers... I initiated the conversation when he first left and told him to file. But I believe he just needed the push. But he knew when he left it was what he wanted. i have asked H if he is happy that I am moving forward w the papers and he said if he didnt want the D, he wouldnt have filed. he said it to my mom today. He truly wants us to be over. From when i recieved the papers I refused to sign them because I didnt want it, didnt agree with it. I did sign them last weekend. I havent done anything with them yet.
I am not signing them to get his reaction as I think we are past that point. Im siging and filing b/c there is nothing more to do. H has not asked me to send them back, but what exactly am I trying to prove by not signing? That i am so hung up on him i cant see straight?
I guess I am just feeling that by signing I know that I cant continue to want him back or wish him back. Putting the lid on the pot.
