still separated, in limbo, still hopeful

[newmama]

Yes FM. I am 90% sure that I would rather transfer to another school! I am waiting for my paperwork to arrive or some contact from the district and then face it.

MF I would love to chat sometime.

So today WH dropped off S and this time he did try to linger! He asked to use the bathroom. I whisked S to his high chair and started preparing lunch. WH started telling me that he got some hose and things for the sprinking system. I asked him when he would be installing those- today or what? He said not today but wanted to put them in the garage.

I remained kind of distant and not too friendly but not bitchy either. He started telling me how S did, when he woke up, that he started making new noises. I don't know what I said but he got the impression real quick that I didn't care to know. He said, his voice cracking, "Is it not okay to still talk about Carter?"

I said "I don't know. I'm adjusting ok?" Then I went to feed him and said "You don't need to tell me about that stuff- I am with him all the time, you are with him, I know I will hear his new noises."

WH acted all huffy! He said "fine. whatever. Are we still doing the pick up?"

I said "yep. in the Bi Mart parking lot."

He said "ok. going to go. Later."
I said "don't forget to say goodbye to S. He needs to learn how to wave bye bye."

WH returned and gave him a hearty goodbye.

I said (my back turned bc I was feeding S) "Ok see you tomorrow at the parking lot!"

He left and slammed the door!

Hahahaha! I feel so satisfied for some reason! What did he think? That I would be all friendly and fine with this? What a moron!