I did lose it a little bit this week on W. Her Affair never really did bother me that much. now that she is having 2nd thoughts, It did start to strike a cord with me. I told her that is why you don't find someone better and then try to end a marriage. If she wasn't in love with someone else she would have no reason not to try retrovialle or MC. I said that is BS for me and for the kids. Then I said if she can't pull the trigger and File I will, I will not be anyone's second choice.
I talked to her later and she has told OM that she needs space to really figure out what she wants to do. If that's the case, I do have some patience again.
