Hello BD. Big hugs back!! I don't know if it helps, but I am crying all the time too. It's just extremeley, extremely difficult to be left in this way, eps with the huge transition to first time motherhood. Your family just want your pain to end - tell them to give you time. Detaching is going to be hard. We just need to accept these H's don't want to be with us right now. If your H is promising you he will be involved in your child's life, then they say this is a good thing for the child, and for you - well, maybe it means one day you have the friends part of your relationship back, if not more. Don't want to instill hope, but the future is a blank canvas. Have you got anyone sleeping at your place to keep you company? Would you be better staying with family? 000 xxx
