i couldn't sleep last night at all. after seeing him and letting him tell me for an hour about what a horrible wife i was and hash up every single detail with rage while i just sat there and tried to calmly tell him that i changed and i wanted to focus on now, all i could do all night was be haunted by how bad i was.
abqbelly, I just did a quick read of your thread. Your H is emotionally abusive. Please do not contact him today.