The light at the end of the tunnel

[kjensen]

Thanks Passenger.

Mentally I'm moving forward. I met with H twice this week and we figured out a custody schedule(He'll have a place for the girls to live with him later this week when he moves into his rented condo), and furniture division.

I asked H if he wanted to stop the divorce and he didn't respond but just looked a bit bewildered. It seems as if the reality of the situation is hitting him. He seems determined to move on (and grow up) and I think this is what he needs to do to get through his MLC.

I just am not sure if I'll still be there hoping or waiting for him when the fog completely lifts and he's done what he needs to do. I guess that's what still makes me a bit sad.

My life is filling up. The hurt and anger I've felt through this are dissipating. I'm trying to stay present and not look back. So...things are getting better even though they aren't turning out as I'd hoped for so long.