Well, I went to the pub for the game this morning. Came home and cleaned more around the house. Then she came in and asked about how we are going to split up our important documents. I know I shouldn't have been surprised but it was hurtfull to an extent. It hasn't even been a week so I am not naive enough to think my effort could impact anyone yet but I just have to keep my mental state sharp. People here are dealing with this for weeks and t isn't over ntil it's over. Just feeling down and not optimistic right now.