CW, Libby & HB - Thank you for you support and advice.

I've been crying my eyes out, rereading my posts from the last month...thinking about conversations with H...how could he be this cruel...how could he bring his laundry here leading me on that he wants to R while he is already in contact again with OW. Or asks me to get him groceries...or the present for his dad?

I'm such an idiot to let him pull me back in his mess again, I was doing quite well with detachment before.

HB - he is cake eating...isn't he. When you say to shut him out. Do you mean go dark? How can I do that when we run business together and have to work as partners....

I have to pull myself together....

M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO