Serenity, I've been reading your thread for some time & you are definitely going to rise above this! I just wanted to give you my support, & let you know how much I admire you & how you've handled your sitch through incredibly difficult times.
I'm sorry for not being up to date on your thread but are you going to a C? Not a MC, but just counseling for yourself? I mention only b/c it may help you carry the weight, sometimes I find even just saying my thoughts out loud to someone helps. You deserve so much support on your journey, please know you have mine! Kudos to you for all your hard won progress, you are an incredibly strong and smart woman! You will succeed! (((hugs))) LFA
