Hi Abqbelly, I'm sorry you find yourself here. LR is right, spend some time reading the other posts here, it will help.
I didn't read your other post either, but are you separated? If you've not been having communication w H in my opinion contacting H today would be pursuing. Unless you are living togehter or in reg. communication.
Either way- just don't stress too much over it. Just keep yourself really busy today, can you plan something nice to do with your family or a few friends. It's rough believe me I know, but you will get through this day! There's a lot of support here, so keep reading & posting. I'll try to check back on you.
