Why would you want to be with a man who is mean and verbally abusive? Who has/is/will continue to cheat on you?

Start working on yourself and your self-esteem. Until you become the sort of woman who wouldn't put up with this sort of treatment, you have no hope of a good relationship with any man.

Are you in IC? If not, GO. We have to fix ourselves first.

SD

Me: 40
H: 43
H had EA from 2/06-9/06
Bomb 5/06
Piecing since 9/2006
3/2008: Boundary setting
7/2009: Boundary crossing~dropped my own bomb.
8/2010: Marriage finally on track!