WAH in MLC with PA

[DiamondGirl]

I pretty much told him in an email yesterday what I thought of him... Not swearing or anything....just that he'd become everything he used to despise... It would have hurt the old H and if he's still in there I'm sure it hurt him ... I'm not proud of that at all... But I was reacting to the person he is now and not the old him...

I'm not so sure the current H hasn't already killed the old (if that's possible) I'm not seeing any sign of the old him these days only this monster in his place

I want to be compassionate with him as I was earlier, but then I open up to more pain and I can't take any more stress right now... I feel so close to the breaking point inside...

I can't even bear to read the positive sitchs right now... Mine doesn't seem like it would be one that would work out (emailing my opinion aside) because I can't seem to separate his actions now as not him... I've lost respect for him and I don't know if he has it in him to stop running