Here's Flowmom's Rx for Romeo (I refuse to even call you SR ):
once a week, do something social that's outside of your comfort zone...I don't care what it is!
It would be a great 180 for you. Find people who have positive energy and surf off that when you can't dredge it up within yourself.
And look at whether you're depressed. Talk to your doctor. Depression can be triggered by outside circumstances, and it can make it hard to move forward. I'm not trying to diagnose you on the internet, but I just have to share that it feels so good to not be stuck on negative, painful thoughts all the time like I was before starting ADs.
(((Romeo)))
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.