i'll be waiting anxiously. i just went to his office to drop some stuff off and he was very negative. all he does when i see him is talk about how bad i was during our marriage. he goes on and on about all the mistakes i made and says he doesn;t see how we could ever fix it. he said if he knew he could come back and be happy he would but he knws it will never happen. i asked him what he needed to know it was possible and he said he didnt think anything could ever convince him and he spoke about 'coming to terms about what i wanted to go our seperate ways'. He said he 'has tried to spend our weekends together to see if we enjoyed eachothers company' and i asked him if he had and he said yes, but it seems so bleak and hopeless. i feel like giving up and letting him go. it's breaking my heart holding on and he isn;t trying at all anymore. he says the best four years of his life are gone and he won't waste anymore of his time.
